
I squeeze my eyes shut and try to reach for him across the hundreds and hundreds of miles, to send my thoughts into his mind, to let him know he is not alone.
Today I might lose both of them.
I try to imagine a world where both Gale’s and Peeta’s voices have ceased. Eyes unblinking I’m standing over their bodies, having a last look, leaving the room where they lie.
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I think of the way Johanna never showers. How she forced herself into the rain like it was acid that day.
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Boggs
“So she’ll kill me to shut me up.”
“But that’s not going to happen under my watch, Solider Everdeen. I’m planning for you to have a long life.”
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“Pull it together, Four-Five-One,” he says firmly. But you can see him suppressing a smile as he’s double-checking the next pod. Positioning the Holo to find the best light in the smoky air. Still facing us as his left foot steps back on to the orange paving stone. Triggering the bomb that blows off his legs.
I havent even finished it yet
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“I no longer feel allegiance to these monsters called human beings, despise being one myself. I think that Peeta was onto something about us destroying one another and letting some decent species take over. Because something is significantly wrong with a creature that sacrifices its children’s lives to settle its differences. You can spin it any way you like […] but in the end, who does it benefit? No one. The truth is, it benefits no one to live in a world where these things happen.” - (Mockingjay; Page 377)](http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m36g3haNcg1qj0bt2o1_r1_500.gif)
“I no longer feel allegiance to these monsters called human beings, despise being one myself. I think that Peeta was onto something about us destroying one another and letting some decent species take over. Because something is significantly wrong with a creature that sacrifices its children’s lives to settle its differences. You can spin it any way you like […] but in the end, who does it benefit? No one. The truth is, it benefits no one to live in a world where these things happen.” - (Mockingjay; Page 377)

Bad. This is bad. It brings on the flood of images that torments me, awake or asleep. Peeta being tortured - drowned, burned, lacerated, shocked, maimed, beaten - as the Capitol tries to get information about the rebellion that he doesn’t know. I squeeze my eyes shut and try to reach for him across the hundreds and hundreds of miles, to send my thoughts into his mind, to let him know he is not alone.
But he is.
And I can’t help him. - Mockingjay, Suzanne Collins