President Snow used to… sell me… my body, that is, I wasn’t the only one. If a victor is considered desirable, the president gives them as a reward or allows people to buy them for an exorbitant amount of money.
For whatever we lose (like a you or a me) it’s always ourselves we find in the sea. e. e. cummings
So that’s who Finnick loves, I think. Not his string of fancy lovers in the Capitol. But a poor, mad girl back home.

you’re gone, gone, gone away
i watched you disappear
all that’s left is a ghost of you
now we’re torn apart, there’s nothing we can do
just let me go and we’ll meet again soon

Finnick looks at me in disbelief. “I drag myself out of nightmares each morning and find there’s no relief in waking. Better not give in to it. It takes ten times as long to put yourself back together as it does to fall apart.”
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He’s never coming back.
The words pounded against her brain; she closed her eyes and covered her ears to try and will them away. She wished she had never pulled out the photo album.
He’s never coming back.
“I KNOW!” Annie screamed from her bed, now tearing at her hair. “STOP IT. PLEASE.” Tears began to mix with her frantic cries.
He’s never coming back.
Impulsively-manically-the poor, mad girl from District Four chucked her wedding album into the bedroom’s lit fireplace and fell into a crumpled heap.
Finnick Odair was never coming back.
Despite his promise, Annie never saw her golden haired boy again.